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28 March 2008

Freeze the Moment


Was there a special moment in your life when you needed time to freeze and stop at it? Was there a moment when all you really wanted was to enjoy it and nothing else? Was there a moment in your life when you knew that it is the best?

Our special moments are brief. And only a few are gifted with the ability to know that they are so. Sometimes it is just a matter of appreciation; regarding each moment as special. I remember very few special moments. I knew at the time that they are here now and I wanted to hold on to them.

In our family the appreciation of physical touch is not there. That's why when Mom hugged me so tightly the day I got the high marks in Thanawya Amma, I held on to the moment. I just wanted to be in her arms forever. I knew I could be in no safer place as her bosom. I cried. She cried. People around us thought I was crying out of joy. Mom thought so, too. I was. Sort of. I was overwhelmed with the feelings of that moment. I wanted time to stop. To freeze. I wanted us to be a taken photograph that never turns black and white. For a short frozen moment... I knew I was safe, loved, and well-taken care of. Mom, I love you. I just hope that you still hold the memory of that day so close to your heart and think of it as the moment when you wanted the world to stop moving and the time to stop racing.

16 January 2008

This Heart



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29 December 2007

Greatest Hits



These are the Greatest Hits in my life so far. They are the best moments that always keep my memory and heart warm. I thought of adding them as the year is coming to an end.


  • The day I made Dad proud (at the age of five) among his friends by reading to them a complete page from the newspaper.


  • When Mum took me in her arms the day I got very high marks in Thanawya Amma.


  • The year I Knew both Dr. Karma Sami and Dr. Sahar El Mougy.


  • The night Dr. Sahar El Mougy told me: "You're such a promising writer". (I always go to that entry in my diary.)


  • The birthday I celebrated at PizzaHut thanks to my friends and my seniors at work who arranged the whole party without telling me (but I knew).


  • The Valentine's Day you left me the rose in my notebook.